WHEN ITS OKAY

Soooo As U can C... I have NOT exactly gotten on TOP of Blogging ... As the Tongan in me would say HHHHOOOOIIII :) I recently seen on one of my Aunty's Face Book... A quote that really got me thinking.... Here's the quote  "In the end EVERYTHING is OK, If it's NOT OK then its NOT the END" :)) This little quote made me Smile... SO that means I AGREE :).... I mean in MY life ITS TRUE.... If I'm left uncertain, Wondering or even Angry about SOMETHING or SOMEONE... The case is... I'M not OK with it & It never ended... BUT I also have to say that it is all MY DOING. I'm one of those people who believe that YOU R the ONLY person who can control how U FEEL... Call me crazy but thats how I feel. Of course Ur surroundings, situations & People around U can contribute to how U feel BUT U R the only one who decides what kind of Story U want to live, The only author to Ur very own fairy tale, U decide when U want to be the hero or the Villain, If it's a "happily ever after" or if its a "to be continued" :) I feel like many Unexplained things have happened to me so far in my life, MOST Happy but a FEW VERY Bad ... Like anyone its left scar's that have REMINDED me to focus on the POSITIVE ....A FIRM BELIEVER in knowing that there CAN BE POSITIVE IN ANYTHING NEGATIVE....BUT as years have gone by I see MORE CLEAR that things only get better IF I ALLOW it too.

Took me years to FINALLY let out a shame that was never mine to HOLD.I understand NOW that it WAS & IS NOT MY FAULT... Yet those that I told all seemed to respond the same .... telling my store I hear OVER & OVER "I would have NEVER thought" ... I trained MYSELF well in showing EVERYONE only ONE side of me... THE HAPPY ME & I choose to ALWAYS SHOW that side of me.... One day I will find the courage to speak for those who have NO VOICE to stand in front of room filled people just to encourage a FEW to speak out also.... NEGATIVE situations in Ur life are NOT WHO you are, But they contribute to What U will become... ONLY YOU DECIDE if its contribution is GOOD or BAD. Many Drown in SORROW...YET OTHERS RESCUE THEMSELVES. I have ALREADY had to make my stand ONCE in my life & thou others felt it was wrong I KNEW I WAS RIGHT IN DOING WHAT IS RIGHT. In that situation I WILL stand BLAMELESS before GOD. I have felt BROKEN a time or two BUT I choose to keep my head above the water & am GRATEFUL that I am not SHATTERED. I THANK GOD for NEVER leaving my side THREW IT ALL.When U finally see that Ur OK with things, that Ur at PEACE, U become free from YOURSELF..... So true when they say "FORGIVENESS FREE's THE SOUL" FORGIVING others gives U the freedom from being in that space of captivity.

In THE END its ALWAYS OK, & If its NOT okay then MAYBE U have not reached the END. :)