THANKFUL for PEOPLE :))

SOOOO Its been I think ANOTHER few months since my last post.... BAD HABIT & Just haven't had the urge to write :)..... SO MANY things have happened BUT in a span of few days gathered into weeks & then into months ANY Person would have SO MANY things going on RIGHT :)

This past weekend was one VERY BUSY weekend, I had a cousin's wedding & Some cousins going threw the Temple for the first time ALL VERY BEAUTIFUL opportunities to be apart of..... because of my BAD HABITS I was LATE to BOTH events :( SO I am READY to change NOW & making the necessary efforts to move forward with PUNCTUALITY!!! SOOO Far TODAY I have NOT been LATE to anything & was actually EARLY for some :) for me that is a BIG HUGE step forward :)

 Ive been SO HARD on myself & not satisfied with what I have producing LATELY, as far as a person ALL AROUND..... Was so critical that it seemed like I put a HALT to EVERYTHING around me..... BECAUSE Zumba was the ONLY thing that kept me happy, IT was the ONLY thing I did for a while..... Pouting, sulking & helping my insecurities get the BEST of me I looked IN ward & couldn't even look up to see the TIP of my nose..... BUT Then..... PEOPLE ALL AROUND me came to the RESCUE :)) I KNOW GOD SENT THEM :) & RIGHT when I was going to throw my white flag & just give up. I AM SOOOO HAPPY to report that I am OUT of that SLUMP.... Well NOT COMPLETELY OUT but STILL Clawing my way UP :))

ITS SO NOT EASY going OUT of what you are comfortable with BUT I KNOW that you GROW A LOT in those times..... In time you adapt & then U venture OUT AGAIN :)) It is TRULY AMAZING to have SO MANY GOOD & GREAT People in my life.... Even those that I don't really know I am GR8ful for :)..... Ive said it before, People walk in & out of ur life ALL the time & there is a season to every PERSON, I do know that for ME, EVERYONE has made a DIFFERENCE in my life :) & like the saying go's.... ITS NOT ABOUT WHO YOU'VE KNOWN THE LONGEST, ITS ABOUT WHO'S COME & NEVER LEFT :) We ALL have THOSE kinds of people in our live's,,,,, The ones that NO TIME, DISTANCE, OR SEPARATION ever changes the relationship you have with one another :)) PEOPLE can be TRULY Amazing :) SOME need a FEW Chances to get to their AWESOMENESS BUT EVERYONE is IMPORTANT to SOMEONE :))


HOPING that you ALL continue to have A BEAUTIFUL LIFE THAT YOU CREATE :)) LOVE YOU ALL :))

TIME

WOW...... Ive been gone for a LOOOONG TIME :)) I see August was the last time Ive blogged & NOW IM BACK :)..... I usually write whenever I have alot on my mind & feel like letting out on paper or in this case cyber space :) ALWAYS Hoping that ANYONE reading finds some GOOD in what I express :)

Cant Sleep because Ive been thinking of SO MANY THINGS.... MY KIDS & MY FAMILY.... We recently laid to rest a older Sister Litiane LatuVava'u Finau Lea'atoa, She was diagnosed with Lung & Brain cancer in September 20011 & Made it threw to the New Year, only to be called back home Jan. 2, 2012.... My relationship with with her was that off.... I went to her for advice, knowing she would be HONEST & STRAIGHT Forward NO SUGAR COATING :)) LOVED anything she told me & did my best to do as she said...... I choose TIME as my titled for this entree cause when she was diagnose it was what she repeatedly told me to do with my KIDS.... Give them MY TIME.... "ANYONE can be a stay @ home mom BUT very few can me the BEST Stay @ home Mom"...Latu :) Meaning even thou I'm physically home with my kids, what they need MOST is my TIME..... This is something I have struggled with for YEARS now, 3rd Child Pila is 4 now & I became a stay @ home Mom since he was 3 months, A LONG time for ME :)) I struggle EVERYDAY with the push & pull within myself to go back to the workforce world BUT @ the end of the day, I can NOT figure out what I would do with my kids IF I DID..... WE are a MORE then BROKE family.... BUT my husband, Kids & myself R very healthy & that is something MONEY can not buy.

I knew Latu my whole life BUT it was not until she was diagnosed that I became VERY CLOSE to her, sharing very personal things & knowing her as a person..... The day I found out her heart was failing I could NOT leave her bedside, staying next to her everyday only returning home to sleep for a few hours & returning again, that only lasted 4 days ..... Ive learned & feel so much in a short time & NOW its time to put things into action.....  Express & Show Ur LOVE to ur loved ones OFTEN.... U are not promised ALL the TIME you want with them & ANY-DAY CAN be the day U may not see them again.