12 November, 2010

ME TODAY

Where to start... Hummmm SOOO Much on my mind... Going to spend sometime with my Brother in-law because as U can C, I really don't know the ropes to BLOG World :) BUT... I'm willing to learn.... Excited to personalize my blog with a touch of BET... Sometimes think I'm too into myself... BUT I really feel ... ITS ABOUT TIME I got back on MY LIST of important things to take care of right along with ... KIDs, Husband, House ..etc.. U know ALL things that most Mom's loose themselves in...NOT saying that its BAD... I just realize that it doesn't work for me & I can say I'm struggling BUT happy with the choice of giving myself some TIME with ME :)) HARD cause U feel SELFISH, Thou I realize I do better in all relationships in MY life when ME comes somewhere in the top :)

My family & I had a BLAST in California for Halloween... IT WAS a much NEEDED trip for my Marriage & Myself... Like I said road trips is what we do most of... Giving US time to TALK things out set NEW goals & RECONNECT with each other.... Working on New things with My kids & Husband, MY Little FAMILY is MORE then I could ever ask for... I have become a BETTER person because of these 5... Always taking me to my extreme Happiness & ALSO my extreme Sadness.. STILL I wouldn't take ANY of my experiences GOOD & BAD away... Cause it is WHY I am who I am today.... In a month where we celebrate THANKSGIVING I am TRULY grateful to GOD for ALWAYS guiding me threw ALL choice's I have made in my life this far :) Helping me deal with the choices of others that affect me directly & for Helping me strengthen my faith in all that I know to be true.

I Believe that all situations, people & circumstance is what U make it to be... U know just like they say "ADDITUDE IS EVERYTHING" I do my BEST to stay Optimistic about LIFE after all there is ALWAYS HOPE :) @ least in my world there is... Happy to be ALIVE, have the opportunity not only to live but to love with & have GR8 individuals threw out my life :) Doing what I can to give back to those that HELP me ALWAYS & to be some kind of POSITIVE influence to those that come in contact with me... Hoping the BEST for a world I see FULL of GOODNESS. THANKFUL 4 ALL I HAVE BEEN BLESSED WITH. :))